hey guys.. just finally leaving a line so yall know im still alive and all that....anyways comment me and tell me how yall are kk??

*love me,

Manda

oh vey...that was an entertaining weekend if ever there was one...

THURSDAY: get on a bus at 1:30 and head for chicago..when we arrive we change and go to Drury lane to watch The Pirates of Penzance. fun stuff..the food was yummytoo..

FRIDAY: hangout and go to Navy pier..after watching "STOMP"we head over to the Water Tower place which is this great mall with fountains everywhere and stuff..and then outside are four guys playing plastic buckets REALLY REALLY WELL!! i mean SIE IST SEHR SEHR GUT!!! haha but yeah..twas awesome..oh yeah and i went swimming alot and hung out in the hot tub with my friends..

SATURDAY:get up early and gte dressed to go play with the orchestra and bells at the church in Joliet then go to BROADVIEW ACEDEMY!! w00t w00t!! haha fun stuff..more hanging out then we makeover the guys..not like gayish tho..like punk...whoa..monte and sinclair and chris we did with eyeliner, gel, and my new black nail polish. Then donny is doing his own eyeliner and the bottom looked really good but he couldnt get the top right so he asked me to do it. haha hes soo tall!! i had to stand on tiptoe with my feet between his legs as he leaned against the wall to reach his eyes..i almost couldnt see what i was doing..aww but they all looked REALLY good..then they were like "amanda joins the ranks of the punk" so i put on my new white "NEVER SAY DIE" shirt with skulls painted on it and me Independent ring thats like 3/4 an inch across with rhinestones inset into it. SOO HOTT!! haha yeah..i dove into the "DO NOT DIVE INTO" pool thats only 4 and a half feet deep and bent it into my finger..took me years to get off..then i like rubbed my finger raw trying to get it off..

SUNDAY: went to woodfield mall..2nd or 3rd biggest mall in america..and shopped my butt off. without buying anything except for starbucks and subway..YUM! haha oh well yeah.

my life is going well..getting weird..but i like it alot..sometime later ill go into that...

hey there guys. im gonna write this post as i say  it cuz i dont feel like writing like i would if i was in english class. yippety doo dah day. today was odd. im blowing off kota. its hard. brenden and i are flirting...which is awesome sincei thought he hated my guts. EKK! yay glad we are like ...uhh....ok. haha yeah bieng a blonde one today. hmm so who actually reads this? drew? cheryl? my dad? dava...maybe..kali does..sometimes..gus? whatever..im pointless but as marlisa says "GIRL BOO!" haha hecks yes. my little asian "white girl" we love her. I LOVE CRUNCH WRAPS! went to taco bell for lunch..mm and their cheesy potatoes are delish..mmm! haha got a sexy new swimsuit..i have like what 4 two pieces? and one too small one piece so we went out and got a one piece for me to wear on orchestra tour (which is on thursday..and yes im in orchstra..and no i dont play percussion..ive played violin for 11 years..and yes i am good..) haha its a dark brown with a reddish tint..almost like my hair..without the natural highlights..haha ok yeah that wasnt funny..but yeah..its like a bandeau made out of this stretchy, soft fabric. at the top in the front there is a wooden ring that connects to a strap so it looks like a mock-halter..tis cute!! ekk i love it! whoa it looks really  good on me too..but all my skirts and stuff are black and i refuse to wear black and brown together...unless its like shoes..or a belt..or..uhh..my hair? idk..BRENDEN JUST CALLED!! haha he was like yeah i went to your house last night..at four...haha stupid dork..still havent seen him but we talk on the phone and comp once in a while..like every other day or two. i wanna see him with no hair! gah..last time i saw him he had shoulder length long curly messy lightbrown hair..mm after being sent to that militaryesque school they shaved his head..aww jasons trying to grow a goatee..it looks good on him..i guess...haha a bunch of us went to the beach on saturday..even tho it was like MY idea when marcus decided he wanted to go chris was like oh...ok. so when i called chris to ask for a ride he was like "uhh cough we uhh already left..cough cough *clears throat* uhh sorry." haha bull..bull shiat ...frikkin poop in the stick...and in a bun. oh well so i call dylan and he takes me..it was...

• me
• dylan
• steven
• jon c.
• donny
• emily
• ashley l.
• chris
• michael s.
• marcus
• marlisa
• lauren s.
• melody
• liann

haha jason and tori and kota and craig and jimmy were SUPPOSED to go..but it was like 46` and stuff...haha i wsa sooo cold..we lit a fire...haha axe, WD40 and a lighter..fun stuff..there were some rents there..haha i liked em tho..we all behaved..no one sneaking of and stuff..except for marcus..but he didnt sneak and he was alone..when we all went down behind the dune to light a fire out of the wind he stayed on top with the blanket and fell asleep..prolly trying to avoid me...ekk..oh well i think we are almost ok...i have this annoying rash type thing on my cheek..tho it looks like someone dug 3 nails into my face and scrathed me..or like road burn from skateboard..OH MI VACA!! donny might sell me his old skateboard if it isnt too big/heavy for me...ekk!! oh well this is long...i got a 97% on a bio test..yay..happy like a monkey..but yeah...later...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE BROTHER!! hey this is a shoutout to drew..who is grounded for being an idiot..stupid boy. i love you anyways...haha im gonna call him later..but yeah go tell him happy birthday luminaire ...but yeah my day was good..i got the flu tho. i stayed at school because i didnt want to miss school. ha what a nerd i am. have to stay to take a test when i can perfectly easily go home. but yeah i took my test and i think i did purty good. it was about fungi. oo yay..haha but yeah.. have a good weekend peoples...

my oh my what a happy day....

thats was a crudload of sarcasm. today started out great by hearing caleb sing in chapel..YAY. what a gorgeous voice. mmmm. kk then thy announced the new SA officers. OMG! i cannot believe THEY are gonna be in charge of our school next year!! i wanna move. its gonna suck. then i did my whole geometry assignemt right at the beginnig of class and only got 2.5 outta 18 wrong. then bio was good..and bible was cool...and english was aight..and lunch ok. and geography great...and softball i cant hit but mrs. b set me up as a catcher with is weird cuz i just had to throw it back and i slammed it into philips glove EVERY time perfectly..YAY..i hit the softball with the bat on my third and first pitches but they were both fouls..like 2 feet out to the left..oh well. im good enough for my first game. then after school dakota came back to see me...and jason and i got into a fight. i slapped him really  hard cuz he was being a dumbass. then we just like fooled around for a while and he backed handed me..hard. i could taste the blood. he looked shocked after he did it so i think it was mostly an accident but partly on purpose. oh well. after like 20 minutes of glaring and him he was like "amanda why are you soo pist off? you arent usually like  this..." then i was like "jason shut up before i hurt you again" so he got up and left. but i felt awful and i followed him..he didnt want to talk at first but i apologized to his back and turned to walk away when he wrapped his arms around my waist and was like "ok...but only if you can forgive me." so we are friends again. YAY. im soo glad. even if he lost the election i love him and know hes worth it..so suck that. fools. haha yeah..DAKOTA GAVE ME FREDDIE BCK!!! EEKKK MY SKATEBOARD! haha well kotas really..I WANT ONE SOO BAD!!

PS..part of my good mood is gus's fault..turns out he doesnt hate me 300% .... only 99.9999% YAY

<Verse 1>
You seem to find the dark, when everything is bright
You look for all that's wrong, instead of all that's right
Does it feel good to you? To rain on my parade
You never say a word, unless it's to complain...
It's driving me insane

<Chorus>
If I Were You, holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars for all that I am...
If I Were You

<Verse 2>
Look what's around you now, more than you ever dreamed
Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be?
So what's it going to take? For you to realize
That it all could go away, in one blink of an eye...
It happens all the time

<Chorus>
If I Were You, holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars above, tell the ones I love...
That I do

<Bridge>
Yea If I Were You,
Whoa, yea If I Were You
If I Were You, whoaaaa
Yea If I Were You

<Verse 3>
So what's it going to take? For you to realize
It all could go away, in one blink of an eye... it happens all the time!

<Chorus>
If I Were You, holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do, is thank the stars above, for the ones I love...
Take a breath and enjoy the view
Live the life that I wanted to
If I Were You... If I Were You... If I Were You!

so then...this is how its gonna go down then? gus has a frikking corn cob up his butt. but then again hes just being protective of his girl. yay for them. *gag* its like he thinks everytime i talk about a nameless guy its about him. yeahhhuhhhhrighttt!! darling you are wonderful and all but not that seriously perfect that i would be thinknig about you 24/7 when i dont like you. i like marcus. i have no chance with him and i can't talk to him. but i like him.

haha wanna know something weird??? ive known michael S. since what eighth grade right? and i knew he wasnt ugly but everyone else said he was all hott and sexxy and everything..shaggy long blonde surferesque hair with nice blue eyes. but i have never really gone for blondes or anything ....but yesterday i was talking to him about marcus since they are really close friends. I looked up at his face and noticed how really good looking he is.  but yeah. CHRIS IS BACK!! ekk i missed him incredibly. hes like my best friends. and he was gone for 12 days. now hes back and i gave him the biggest hug. i like jumped him..haha yay...guys are great..cept for THAT ONE... ewww...BITE ME!! ha i love how he just stops talking to me when he gets pissed off. whatever.."you did NOT just go there girlfriend" haha too bad hes a FREAKING PMSING GUY!! get over it and move on dear..guys are supposed to be deeper than that and not be bitchy and stupid..get over it..honestly.

-Amanda...still living, breathing, loving, dancing, screaming, singing, listening, writing, laughing, and pissing gus off..the world's alright.

swing ya hips when ya walk let down your hurr...

hehe i love that song..oh well...im bored...drews weird..grr obsessed children these days...MY BODY HURTS LIKE A MONKEY!!!! Since sunday ive skateboard for abut 6 hours. hehe believe of not i think i might be becoming a sk8r girl..haha im pretty good for a beginner. i have always looked the part to some extent but lately ive put everything together. The vans or converse with my AE or bongo jeans with my volcolm tees and my black hoodies. hehe oh well. i like it. and besides the swollen purple elbow, having both knees and elbows skinned up, both hips bruised, butt sore as heck I  SKATEBOARDING!!! I really want a board...really really badly..a good one...thats what i want. I should probably give Kota back Freddie..freddie seems to miss him. Oh yeah...Freddie is the name of Kota's board..hehe oh well..im BORED!! AS A MONKEY!! so yeah...l8r losers..haha..

-MANDAtory

I LOVE YOU!!! EKK MUFFIN! your party was awesome. sorry about not having a present. well besides the cow. hope you will never forget that. i think it was worth it. seemed like you liked it. Kem and i enjoyed your cake. it kinda sucks that kai was still being an ass cuz i broke his heart or whatever. so he was happy every time the cow kicked me when we were trying to get it into the truck. he was like "wow this is good payback for what you did to me while we were dating."

I was like GET OVER IT! so yeah loved your party. love the presents.hehe your friends know you well dear..keep em..including me. ha we all love you alot. It was GREAT to see jose again. havent seen him in ages. i missed him alot. and pat..even tho we kinda didnt get along the whole time. oh well..johnny and i are becoming friends which is great...but yeah I   YOU!! ooo did andrew kiss you?? sweet sixteen and all that....if he has you had better tell me!!

-MANDAtory

I DRANK IT! i felt soo drunk last night. couldnt walk or talk or think. getting high off my friends. that wa an awesome night. Hmm grandma is too smart. grr she knows who i like again. Dakota. haha got an awesome thing of pictures of him..if i can get it no here i will. my little skater boy. watched a movie..was boring. ate pizza. jason blinds were freaking me out. dunno why.oh la la. where did that come from? I  CASCADA!! Miracle, Bad boy and Everytime we touch are the BEST SONGS!! and James Blunt "you're beautiful" is wonderfully superb. tis my song. oh well...later.

-Amanda

Some gay fags up in here! haha sorry..sooo bored. oh my cow. i like this totally random guy. haha yup thats me for ya. over HIM mostly. yall know..someone else likes Mr. Purty butt. eek..soo cute they are. oh well. got good grades for midterm. whoever the hell keeps marking me absent from orchestra NEEDS TO FUCKING DIE! god. like i need help to FLUNK boward's class!?!?! oh well. ate a snickers, doritos, and an apple..and kakao aka chocolate milk. had a GREAT day. whoa. twas awesome. cept i wanted to hang out with SOMEONE after school but he left early like always. aww. oh well. mrs. sergio is a whore. sorry. fucking bitch. ignore that tori. im pist off. WHY IS SHE PULLING HER WHOLE FUCKING FAMILY OUT??? stupid ass woman. goodness.

ok happy topic now...grades:

German:93%   Geometry: 97%   Studies in John: 93%  

Biology: 91%   English: 94%   Geography: no clue

Volleyball: 97%

EEKK!!! FUCKING WANNA GET A 4.0!! haha losers..yall know you are proud of me..my 55% goodness is in charge of my homework..which is good i guess. or else i wouldnt even go to school. TODAY WAS GREAT! but now im fucking bored..SOMEONE coughcough should call..i really wanna talk to SOMEONE...gah.. im soo fucking subtle. you know it!! why do i like SOMEONe so much? its soo weird. whoa. mmm keep thinking about that one thing. really ought to do it again. or maybe we shouldnt. dont know. dont care. oh well.

hes great.

i wanna go skate.

i can ryhme.

isnt it great?

give yourself to fate.

dont let them hate.

yeah poem. just FUCKING SCREW THEM.. grr.. i wanna FUCK a dog in the ASS...you know it.

PS. KAI IS BACK!!!!!! EEEKK!!!

hows life? got kicked out of camp timberridge this weekend. went caving. was the mostest funnerest thing ever. gus and i never talk...grr..boy call me! i miss him. dads gonna come here tonight...YAY!!!!

GET WELL SOON!

poor minchkin has pneumonia. aww...  poor little thing..